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Lynn ♥ Mrs Teo
13th FEB 1988
Blissfully married
♥ mylil'family ♥ Darius ♥ Paul ♥

Precious

DARIUS



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Natural Vagina Birth with Epidural

Birthday: 11 July 2009
Gestation: 37weeks 1day
Weight at Birth: 3.438kg
Length: 50cm
Head Circumference: 36cm
KKH Women's & Children Hospital

♥ Darius's growth thru the years

KERINE



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Natural Vagina Birth with Epidural

Birthday: 23 March 2013
Gestation: 40 Weeks
Weight at Birth: 3.84kg
Length: 51cm
Head Circumference: 35cm
KKH Women's & Children Hospital

♥ Kerine's growth

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Monday, November 30, 2009

my baobei darius knows how to flip alreadi. not a veri veri smooth flip. bcos his hand will b stuck there. and bcos his hand is stuck there, he will lean more weigh on that side and thus, flip back! so nw he can flip from back to tummy, tummy to back. super cute!

his cough worsen + he got flu also. so took half dae urgent leave todae to bring him see doc. went to GP bcos i feel tat PD veri exp and also. the GP that i usually see not around lor! got a stand in doc and i find that he is not gd! he saes that darius go eczema but never gif any cream. onli gimmie medicine for fever and phlegm and also a nose drip which i told them dun need since i haf exactly the same one alreadi. hope his cough gets better soon!


Sunday, November 29, 2009

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jus went out to buy formula milk for darius because i do not haf enuff milk for him tomorrow! reason is, he cannt take total frozen milk. i haf to mix at least some fresh milk for him, meaning milk that have not been freeze, but only fridge and it mus be within 3 days because milk kept in fridge can only be kept for 3 days. usually when i dun work i dun pump and it is okie. bcos fri to mon jus nice 3 days away. but last week is a long weekend, PH on friday and just nice that saturdae is not my shift. so it meant no pumping from fri-sun!

ive got 3 pack of milk in the fridge, 1 pack on the 25th and 2 pack on the 26th. which means i haf to finish the 25th pack on saturdae while the 26th packs by sundae. so decide i shall gif him 2 bottles on saturdae and 2 bottles on sundae so i can pump and gif him the fresh one on mondae. but he refused! not onli he refused. he cry and cry and cry whenever we try to gif him the bottle. so on saturdae i wasted 2 bottles and no fresh milk bcos he onli wan to be latch. so on sundae i thought, i mus not let him see me. mayb bcos he sees me around then he will be like that, but actualli it never happen before de lor! i bottle feed him so mani times never have this happen, 1st time!

so todae i prepare 2 bottles, and same ting, the 1st bottle he refused and when i carry over immediately turn to my breast and wan to latch on. so wasted another bottle and still no fresh milk. decide i shouldnt let it b, so pump and onli manage to haf abt 40ml after latching. and as todae is my mum's lunar death anniversary, went to visit my mum. brought darius along also. after tat went to haf lunch but bcos darius seems tired and is sleeping, so drop maid and darius home first then we go for lunch but near his feeding time alreadi so i abit worried that if he still dun take bottle hw? cry while waiting for me to go home? but when i reach home, maid told me he alreadi finish drinking the bottle! so this baby want mummy when mummy is around. so sweet lar! but made me worriew for nth and dun haf enuff milk for him :( so i went to pump and onli manage 120ml. supply drop bcos his feeding time abit haywire sometimes can go without milk for 5-6hrs. sigh.

so nw i mix 50ml fresh milk to 130ml of frozen milk. onli manage to get 3 bottles. so another bottle haf to b formula feed alreadi. and jus bcos no small tin, even similac, i haf to get big tin! heart pain. imagine jus to feed once, i haf to get a big tin. then sell at a veri veri low rate to others who wan it in the forum. sigh.

and and. darius realli loves pink lor! i wan to faint alreadi. i still remb i suddenly love pink when im pregnant and at that time still didnt know darius is girl or boy and was saying should b girl bcos i love pink. and if is boy jiu jialiat. end up is a boy and nw he realli loves pink! bcos we haf this cot mobile always turn and turn nw he will turn together wif the pink one! my maid laugh and sae, he love pink.

my lil' darius attempt to flip todae. but bcos he keep sucking his fist so his elbow was blocking and he can't flip over but his neck, legs and buttok alreadi flip. super super cute. soon soon, he's gonna flio :D


Saturday, November 28, 2009

yesterdae went to causeway point to meet zhu before coming back to my hse. bcos wanna go mothercare to get the rompers and also bcos aunty zhu wanna see whether the ntuc at civic centre got sell the healthy times teether. end up dun haf. slack and walk around then went back to my hse. till abt 8pm then left my hse to go jurong point. once reach there suddenly dun feel well alreadi. keep feeling tired, week and whole body aching. but i tot is bcos i too tired liaos. went to ntuc again bcos wanan check out whether der got sell the teether or not. end up also dun haf.

finally took train home and onli reach home at 11pm. feeling even worst so i went to sleep immediately. can't sleep well. kept feeling that im half asleep half awake onli. 140am wake up and feel that something wrong. took temp and got fever 39.1degree. so LL went to look for panadol bcos scare will pass to darius and ive no where else to sleep and darius is jus next to me. sweat everiting out and no more fever. but still veri unwell, hence decide to go see doc since winnie need me to help her register as she wanna get referrel to kkh also. feel so weak that can't even stand for long nor carry darius for long. sigh.

today didnt realli plae wif him at all bcos feel weak all over. doc sae got mild food poisoning. sigh. i also hope darius will get well soon. he's like so cranky lately and his feedin time veri haywire. soetimes every 3hrs, sometimes can last till 5-6hrs no feed. makes me so worriew.


Thursday, November 26, 2009

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see the back view, so peaceful

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and when seen from the front. cheys, he's sleeping

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kissing u in my lala land~

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zhu yiyi, why u intro mummy got hole de ting?

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im thinkin abt something BIG!


Tuesday, November 24, 2009

my daddy always bully me! i was telling aunty zhu that my dad very bad. he keep going around asking his fren i fat hor i fat hor. then nevermind. at home he also sae i fat. example last night, he came back and sae he bought supper ask me to eat. and when i eat, u guess wad he sae? supper very fattening. shouldnt eat supper. u alreadi so fat still eat. >.< super angry. wah lao. wad he wan sia. eat also he ask me eat. then after tat sae i fat! then aunty zhu sae my dad is trying to tell me eat, but dun eat so much bcos fattening. but the way he sae it not like that lor.

receive his letter again. this time, no feel. jus feel even more sian. realli realli dun feel like writing to him. bcos will be another of my unhappy letter again. for wad? quarrel thru letters super idiotic lor. and i bet those people who are reading the letters are laughing like mad. but i realli cant b bothered. he saes that we've been thru alot during this period. i told aunty zhu, it was ME who went thru alot during this period. wad does he haf to go thru? aunty zhu sae, no smoking, no freedom, no tv. i suffer lehs!

he sae that he's being realistic. THEN I NOT REALISTIC AH? after i gif birth i alreadi bcome veri realistic. so realistic that i can tell a guy straight in the face, cannt den dun come and tell me u wan yang me. no such ability den dun come and tell me u wan to share my burden. im no longer the gei siao girl who will pretend and go one round tell u something. i go straight to the point. 一针见血 ok! fcuk up.

when im still pregnant i even thought of hw our wedding will be like etc. but when darius is born, i no longer thought abt tat. in fact i onli thought of he can support us. which i know he cant. he sae if i convert to part time and he's onli in NS, then definitely we cannt survive. but he can tell me that we can survive if i work and he study while taking internship. fcuk him. and the reason why he choose to study nw? bcos nw the expenses for darius is lower. ask him to go bang wall and die. im realli sick and tired of it. can i jus ignore everithing from nw on and pretend ive never know him? i cant. bcos his name is in the BC. it's my mistake. slap me.

ive lost trust in relationship bcos of him. because i love him wif all my heart. trusting him again and again. yet betrayed every single time. but i thank him. bcos of him, im who im nw. strong and independent.


Sunday, November 22, 2009

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crystal salt!




22 november 2009

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he super cute lar! i was using lappy then i turn and i saw this! he stay in that position long enuff for me to go room take camera, snap and ask him wad he's doing. LOL.

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smile. so sweet right
does he melt ur heart? it sure melt mine!

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pout. humpf

16 november 2009

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wad is this

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surrounded by holes?

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why u all put me in here